everyone's opinion ????

mother FUCKERS did i ask for any of ya'll opinions ??????? HELL NO! everybody has been giving me their two cents on MY life.

• ASHLEY -- you should be in school.


• ASHLEY -- you should have never moved out of cynthia's house.


• ASHLEY -- you should get another job.


• ASHLEY -- you should look into a school in here and there and here and there.


• ASHLEY -- you should dress more girly.


• ASHLEY -- you should have known better.


• ASHLEY -- you should this blah blah blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhh !

now for ALL ya'll who has something to say about ASHLEY's education please please please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee mind your business! if you want me in school so bad -- pay for it! I will GLADLY go! for all ya'll STUDENTS who have something to say about me not being in school ( EAT me ]! 9 times out of 10 i'm SMARTER then you! you think just cause your in college; that makes you smarter then me ?????? nahhh buddy i got a $5 library card i use to read the SAME books as you, that keeps me at the same education level as you! if you wanna know soooo sooo sooo sooo BAD -- i'm going to school next year 2010-2011 school year! niggas need EXACT dates! for everyone who thinks or has ever thought i'm a BUM -- i wish you the BEST of luck in life cause you'll need it! cause i'm GOING to make it at whatever i put my mind to with or WITHOUT your friendship! beeleeeh dat!

i'll leave you all this:

life’s a game -- but it’s not fair. i break the rules so i don’t care. so I keep doing my own thing. walking tall against the rain. victory’s within the mile. ALMOST there, don’t give up now!

;-update .!

boy oh boy -- life is crazy. read and read clear this is NOT a blog to doubt, bash, or change anybody's opinions on my life or of me. alot of shit in just the past month has changed my life for the next couple of months. but everything happens for a reason. it might sound corny as hell, but it wasnt god's plan for me to do what i had in plan. my first year out of high school was suppose to be one of the best months of my life; but thats been changed. i'm in another state with no friends, just me against the rest of this crazy state. i've learned who my true TRUE friends are and i've always really known of them, i just the fake people blind me of that. but soon life will be how i want it and i wont let anyone change what i will have worked so HARD for -- I BELIEVE in me. to end this note i will say this, i am not sorry of my actions i've done. i regret NOTHING! but i am sorry how it had to end. once again i'm not the one to change anyones opinions of me.

whipped!

ughh, I'm so tired. i was at work and people were taking second semester class WAYYYYYYYY to serious; it was so many ppl in there shopping for school supplies yesterday. finally work was over by 10, I came home still had to do my damn boring ass English 4 classes and spanish. YAY, my luck i feel asleep on my book...GO FIGURE!
but I had a good day today, went to Raleigh for lunch, came back.drove my cousin's car why she was in class...HAHAHAHA!!!! but I cant sleep now, but I'm tired as SHIT! hopefully i get a nap in the next hour.

"excuse me is this you?"

so today was a good day although i was a little sore, no I WAS REALLY SORE!!!!

but besides that my day was good; we got our new schedules and I am officially a second semester senior...yay baby!!!! I only have two classes; so school is so fucking easy. I got mrs.Stewart for Spanish 2, mrs.stewart is nice; I had her for spanish 1, but failed lol. second period I got mr.nance; which sucks, he's a big mouth, jerk face loser who only cares about dorks and nerds cuz he's one; and he got a smart ass mouth; and I love it, because I love a challenge.
today after school, me and my friend koli headed to the DVM, why when we both have our license???
well my ko ko is not yet legal, so i told them i lost my id and bam out shouts a ticket for koli to get in the club, but of course she said i can use it for my other friends that are light skin....zeina, l.c carter, jordan, and any other light people i choose lol. but off to clean and then work.

-A.fox

got home early.

so this boy I talked about before; came to my house today, and kinda showed me what FB's mean...if you catch my drift. well i use to tell my lil brother this; "stick em-dont kiss em". for you readers who dont know what that means, basically it means stick the dick in them and dont let ya lips touch them on their face or between the legs. ya dig???
well do you know he did not even kiss me, like really wtf. is going on?

• I aint no dirty broad.
• my mouth stay fresh
• who wouldnt wanna kiss somebody with a tongue ring(i mean come on)
• and its me!!! wtf.

but its wat eva, I was called "pussy" today so I guess, FB's wont be doing what they do best until i stop being a pussy. I agree I need to work on me being a pussy or wat not; but he need to work on somethings to.

• Like not being a JERK!
• being a tad bit nicer.
• stop lying.
• and one more thing-;not being so in control during FB's playtime.:)

i aint wanna those clingy bitches wanting to know what you doing or who you doing at all times or even every motherfucking day, ya dig? but i aint no hoe,whore,slut, or slideline trick. imma bad bitch beeleeh dat; I aint trying to be his main attraction, but idk wat to say anymore so I'm ending this note with a quote by marilyn monroe:

"I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I’m out of control, and at times I’m hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst then you sure don’t deserve me at my best."

(even if we are just fb's)lol no i'm j/k j/k, i just love the quote.

-a.fox

get moneyy*

Uhh, whoo! Get at me. Whoo, I told you niggaz,Niggaz.. betta grab a seat. Grab on your dick as this bitch gets deep. Deeper than the pussy of a bitch six feet. Stiff dicks feel sweet in this little petite, Young bitch from the street, guaranteed to stay down. Used to bring work outta town on Greyhound. Now I'm Billboard now, niggaz press to hit it.Play me like a chicken, thinkin I'm pressed to get it. Rather do the killin than the stick up jooks. Rather count a million while you eat my pussy. Push me to the limit get my feelings in it. Get me open while I'm cummin down your throat. Then, you wanna be my main squeeze nigga.Don'tcha, you wanna lick between my knees nigga. Don'tcha wanna see me whippin your 3 down the Ave.Blow up spots on bitches because I'm mad. Break up affairs lick shots in the air. You get vexed, and start swingin everywhere. Me shifty? Now you wanna pistol whip me. Pull out your nine, while I cock on mineYeah what nigga? I ain't got time for this. So what nigga? I'm not tryin to hear that shit. Now you wanna buy me diamonds and Armani suits. Adrienne Vitadini and Chanel 9 boots.Things that make up, for all the games and the lies. Hallmark cards, sayin, "I apologize"Is you wit me? How could you ever decieve me. But payback's a bitch motherfucker, believe me. Naw I ain't gay this aint no lesbo flow. Just a lil somethin, to let you motherfuckers know

red hair? ? ?

so i just dyed my hair. idk if i like it so much i got so much hair, i stopped in the middle of blow drying to take a break, so maybe i'll like the results once i put the curling/flat iron to it. but got school tomorrow; taking my last exam and finally i will be a second semester senior.

-a.fox.